underwater I am always here. You are always important. constantly drunk to u in words that i am glad i won't comprehend ever. 8/17/15.
looks like it no secret that no peace will ever be here. there is no day here where things can become new. there is no tomorrow. this is where everything remains the same. nothing can grow or mature, nor evolve into finding itself the proper rest within itself.
Hope can be waiting to be found but it will not be risen from this trouble on the ground that I have found. No, not out of these ashes will I take flight for I shall drown in it's fire whilst still hiding face the only hope I can have would be to die. But not even death will touch nor want me.
Everything is greater than me, and everything is better than I will ever be. I will never arise to be more than just "there" or "the girl at the window."
Yes, I am me and I do ask people (everyone) for hug-i-poo's from people either to embrace them, help comfort them, and also to use as secondary punishments. Yes, it is this whole other science. Generally, I will get all sorts of faces from people I deal with on a business level and also with people who I maybe talk with a little bit more and do stuff with. Like this one friend I have who is from Senegal; well she was born in Senegal but she was raised in Egypt, and then this Hispanic guy I'll be hanging out with near the end of this month. I swear I do not do it to be mean. I swear I do not do it to get benefits (you can really go all over in your imagination about what types of "benefits" I could be basically bragging about here- but I think I am going to just leave that there because it would be better for us all, I think.) I swear I also do not do it for attention. It's not "baby shit"; well not at least how I do it and conduct myself when I do it. Shit. It is what it is. Take it or you leave it, but I don't let you nor anyone think they can try to get all over on me. I know who I am. You need to step down and make sure you know who you are too. @drshow Apparently it is doing well, her house is big as heck and she has like 5 cars and a husband who is a chill dude.
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